Yes, yes I know it's not Thursday anymore but TRUST ME, it's been a somewhat crazy week and I have had other things on my mind...mysterious, no? I'll tell you guys about it OFFline later :P
Anywho, I can mention some of what's got me so preoccupied this week; I am going clubbing tonight!! Woohoo right? I'm super excited but of course also nervous because a) I've never done this before and b) I'm sort of an anxious person so I've pretty much been freaking out all week...sad but true.
Something that has changed since last year is me actually agreeing to go out, because at this time last year I wouldn't have even considered it for a second. But this year I feel differently, I am excited to go out, I really think I'm gonna have fun dancing with my friends, I'm just nervous about...well I'm not even sure exactly what it is. I guess drinking till I throw up doesn't sound like too much fun, but I can control that (which is important to remember), also I think I'm worried about getting in. I'm 19 so I'm legal but it's nerve-wracking watching the bouncer inspect your ID and stuff. I'm just glad I'm going with my friends!
Which brings me to our Friday Question: what do I think of friends? I love having friends, I think it's the best. What would I do without you guys? I love that I have people I feel comfortable enough with to be myself and goof around if I feel like it. I think that having people around that I'm close to and knowing I can tell them almost anything gives me confidence, which is something I can definitely use and appreciate :) And it's hard when they go away to school (Rae I miss you!) but I like knowing that when they come back we'll pick up where we left off. And that goes for friends in the city too cuz sometimes we don't see each other for a week or two but it's all good - we're close enough that our friendships can weather it!
As for making friends, I'd like to think I make friends preeeeeetty easily but I think I'm like Miah in that I can be really reserved the first few times I meet someone until I know them better. I also have a hard time making friends with guys, unless they're gay...not quite sure what that's about. I think I have residual feelings from like elementary school where boys were off limits to be friends with or you got teased for liking them or something. I don't do well with teasing :S So yea, as Lee said, if you are nice to me and we get along when we hang out *BAM* friends!
Well, friends, I hope to see you soon :)
<3 Evie
ps. New favourite song!
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