Anyways.
So today I spent doing homework, mainly filming a series of videos for a class. I seem a little bored and tired in them, but what can you do? Other then that nothing much happened today.
As for life, well yesterday I went for my radiation planning. In that I had to actually get radioactive, like I spent an hour ( I was told, I didn't have any sense of actual time when I can't see a clock) having... OK I don't actually remember what it was. This was at 8 in the morning, and I had woken up at 7 after two bad nights of sleep so I was really out of it. But it was some radioactive solution that was needed for the scans. Any who I then was sent over to the PET scan station and waited until they were ready. I was lined up using a laser and then sent back and forth through a machine. This whole thing was harmless, well except for two things. First you CAN NOT MOVE. And that's really hard to do for 30/45 minuets. Like so much harder then I thought, I now have so much new found respect for the nude models I have to draw at school. Second there was a student who was no joke like two years older then us, and well they needed to lower my hospital gown and my breast were exposed, since my cancer is in my chest. Now it has happened before, with males in the room, and yes its humiliating. But it didn't bother me as much as it did the other day, I think its cause he was so close to our age, were as other times the doctors were a lot older. Oh and another thing I now have tattoo's. They're used to line me up each time I get radiation. They look like two blue freckles. I feel so rebellious!
OK I think that's all I wanted to talk about.
Miss all of you guys so much!
Miah
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