Social Dilemma

14 DAYS!!!!
So... I slightly forgot about blogging today, and then remembered and then forgot and then got the reminder from the lovely Lee.
Weird switch up eh?
So I have no idea what to blog about today other then that I feel kinda crappy in a I'm sick way not man my day sucked! Cause for once I felt like I had control of my Friday classes. Which is an awesome feeling. and the only fuck up today was that I forgot my lunch, which was easily fixed by a tiny fast food restaurant near my school and $2.55 ( bagel toasted, with butter and a bottle of water.)
Anyways I think I have now decided what to blog about. 2 things, number 1 a social dilemma and 2 Harry Potter.
OK so as I think I have little bit of a dilemma. As REL know I have a crush on a guy, one whom many including REL believe to be somewhat annoying. But that's actually not my dilemma, my dilemma is he's not Jewish. I always thought that this wouldn't bother me, but it kinda does. I think its because I've been raised with (family wise) I guess in Harry Potter sense, pure bloods. All of my relatives have only ever dated Jews, my cousins (the only ones I remember dating really...) have only dated Jews, some even married. But then again, I'm not my cousins who've grown up in what I like to call suburbia. And in their land of suburbia roughly 80% are Jewish. I on the other hand live on a street where we are the only Jews. I grew up in schools where a minority of kids were Jewish, yes it wasn't that small but it was a minority. For example our high school was 23% Jewish. I've always said that being Jewish wasn't a huge thing for me, but that I really really had to like someone to date them even if they weren't Jewish. And its not that I'm worried about religious things like... I dunno, Moses VS. Jesus because I actually enjoy hearing about other backgrounds. Its just that I guess I would feel like-like a disappointment to my parents, family, but thank goodness not friends. Even my grandmother who passed away recently, she told me often that she looked forward to my wedding, that i needed to find a nice JEWISH boy. But then again I'm no where near marriage, in fact mentally I'm at least 8 years away (this based off the fact that my cousins all got married around 26). So gha! Why am I so bothered? My ex, I found to be too Jewish, so I expressed interest in a less Jewish guy who well I'd rather not discuss, and now I'm into a non-Jew. I guess I need that perfect happy medium, but how to find him?!!?! So yeah social dilemma.
Next HARRY FUCKING POTTER!
OH MY GOD AM I EXCITED. Can you believe we are only 2 weeks away from experiencing part one of the finally to the greatest franchise of all time? I can't!!!
OK that's all I want t0 say about that. This brings me to my Fantastic Friday Question! Which I think will be two parts. Part One: What scene/chapter/moment are you most looking forward too in Harry Potter? (Now if it is something closer to the end of the book or major plot line maybe include a disclaimer) Part two whats something that you socially feel weird about? More specifically in a guy? Does that make sense?
OK that's it!
Miah