But in some ways, I'm finding it hard to get back to exactly where I was. It freaks me out that the world – my world – kept on spinning while I was away. My friends lived their lives, my family did its thing, and everybody moved forward, if only a little. I get a little knot in my stomach, thinking that maybe I don't fit as well now as I did before I left.
We'll see. I can be reasonably confident that two weeks away is not nearly enough to separate me from my friends. We're tight! We can survive much more than a measly half of a month. But what about the other people in my life? You know, the boys. Boy. Whatever.
It makes me so nervous, thinking that maybe suddenly I won't be good enough. That in the time I was away, things will have changed. Imperceptibly, but definitely. But – ack! – I'm being silly. Whatever, moment of truth comes tomorrow. I'll keep you posted?
By the way, Rae, I think #2 was the lie in your post. Not sure, but that's my vote. I'm honestly not creative enough to come up with a lie about myself. I'm honest by default, due to my lack of imagination. :P
Sneaking this post in before midnight. :D Talk to you guys next week!
-Lee
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