The Answer?

Life is interesting don't you think?
I mean how often do we get caught up in the fantasy world of boys? When really we should be focused on the fantasy world of our lives,cause really our lives are all that matters, right? I mean how often do you wake up and care what you are going to wear, how you are going to look for a boy? I fell in that trap this summer, and unfortunately am not able to release myself. I pride myself on being a strong feminist woman who wears what I like because I like it, doesn't wear make up because I don't like it, then why do I constantly question my looks? Why do I think hey, maybe he'll like me if I wear cover up, pluck my eyebrows, brush my hair (I'm a lazy person/ really busy but I say its the artsy style... yeah...) Is it because I'm insecure or is it just society telling me that I need to be a certain way? I find though that I feel this way when a boy comes into my life that I think hey, he might be what I'm missing. He might be the guy who'll hug me, kiss me, and thinks like me.
That's why I find life interesting, because we're on a constant search for... for the bend around the corner, for something big, for the answer. That's why we go to school, to get a little closer to that final answer. But what is that answer? Is it another person or something else? I hope in all purposes that my answer is Happiness, as I think we all do, its just a matter of getting to it. Its also about making your answer, making yourself happy, making your dreams come true, rather then sitting around waiting. So is that why we chase dreams and people to solve the answer?
As far as my super hero power Rae, that's a tough one. See honestly I thought well that's easy I'll be a witch cause then I'll have a wand and I could do many awesome things. But I think it would have to be... Invisibility. I love people watching, and I know people don't like to be people watched so Invisibility. Semi-side note I knew that I didn't want time travel, something about it just really bothers me... It's why I hate Big and why I couldn't watch 13 going on 30 until after I saw parts at least 30 times. It's also why the third Harry Potter is my least favourite, something about time travel just really weirds me out.
OK. That's me blog!
Miah