Too much thinking...

I’ve been spending a lot of time recently inside my own head, which is never a good thing... at least for me. When I think too much about things I overanalyse them and get myself confused about whatever the thing is. I have been thinking a lot about my future. I have been thinking long term like mainly what job/career I want to have. For me it is very complicated thing that I just can’t figure out. I know that I want to work with children, it I would dare to say is my biggest passion and all I want to do with my life. The problem is that in saying that there are just so many ways one can go with the statement ‘working with children’. Every option has a good and a bad to it but it is a matter of deciding which goods are good enough and which bads are the worst. Still more thinking to be done on this subject...
Evie I LOVE this question! Now let me say that I took many a class in sociology and psychology that I k now the technical answer but I will speak from experience. I think that this concept needs to be broken down further. I think it all depends on how many children there are in the first place. If there is one, two, three, four ect. then you get people reacting differently. As then oldest myself (of two) I feel like I have to be the leader, show a good example for my brother and such but I think that as the oldest of two my parents are much harder on me then my brother and that he gets away with much more than I ever could get away with. Being a child is a hard thing for everyone and is different for everyone but all in all I enjoy being the older one rather than then younger one. I look forward to your answers.

Till next time,
Rae <3