Really Random

97 days.

Yeah so I once again don't know what to blog about... going to ask Sloan... 1 second.
...
She said my day.
OK Well...
I kinda hate camp at the moment my co and I aren't really getting a long... So yeah awesome last two days! (My other co is away this week as she's in competitive shooting, and she comes back on Monday.)
... yeah I have writers block at the moment.
Um. OK I know
University.
I'm getting really nervous, more nervous then scared. Like I've mentioned I'm going to Design School, and that's were my nerves begin. The thing is that my school unlike others isn't based off of test scores its based off of talent. I'm just worried that I'm going to get there and realize that everyone is like 10,000 times better then me. I dunno that's what I'm scared of, and the fact that it's University. Its actually kinda terrifying.
Yeah really tired...
I'm kinda in a weird place in my life now. I often go through fazes where I want a boy friend, that faze over took me last year and I succeeded. And yeah, that faze has taken over me again, but I was so proud of my self for going so long without the thought of a boyfriend. Because I am an independent person, I don't do what the "cool kids do" I do what I want. But at the same time I guess my thing is that I'm still stuck in the days of the ex, (if you've seen 500 days of Summer , you would understand my point.) But also I get to points in my life where I'm slightly miserable a lot like little things piss me off (and no it's not PMS, that's for a couple of weeks.) So yeah, not a happy Miah at the moment just a lot of emotions.
Oh and I've decided that I'm gonna give you all a question every time its my Friday, this weeks question is... What would make up your dream guy? And it can be anything from looks to characteristic traits, to likes and dislikes.
All done
Miah
(Realized this is hard to follow... sorry!)